On my last post, someone put a link to another blog.

I have only read a little bit. But it has made me sad. They are still together. And they are having a much better time of it than me.

And i am jealous and hurting.

i sit here, tears streaming down my face as i wonder at how unfair all of this is.

I want to matter. And right now, I dont.

And the first person i am able to make contact with, is not having the same journey as me. And i think i might hate them a little bit