Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Summer

So right this moment J has taken our daughter swimming. J LOVES the water, but hates getting ready to go into the water. Always body issues, now we know why.

It makes me think. I wonder, now that it is getting warmer here, whether he is wishing he could take off his shirt and sunbathe, or swim. Whether he is craving the feeling of the sun or the water on his skin, in the body he will one day have?

I wonder if things like this bring up for him the amazing journey he is on, and how it may not be as he wants now, but it will one day be!! Whether this brings up dysphoria even more, or a happy contentedness that this wont be forever?? He wont have to swim in a bubble forever!

This journey brings up SO many questions for me! Perhaps i shall ask him.



I will let you know if he responds...