We have been staying at Js parents for the last few weeks while they have been away. Today they are back.

J hasn't told them about himself yet. He is too scared too. And I understand why. It has taken ten
years for them to be where they are at with our relationship as it is now. We are closest we have ever been with them.

And it may now all change.

I am currently sitting in a room listening to J and 'her' mum laugh and swap catch up stories. I haven't heard that very often. It is heart warming. And has a tinge of sadness.

Sigh. It's not fair that it affects everyone else.

This should just be about what is best for him.