"It is difficult to not be in the parts of his world that matter to him the most right now.
He has his online community and doesn't need me.
I try to remember that this is about him. But don't know how to deal with what affects me.
I miss her body.
I am looking forward to getting to know his body as it develops more.
He has disappeared into this world. And wont bring me along for the ride. I have to be proactive. Which is fine, but I have my own stuff to deal with."
