Monday, September 6, 2010

Body stuff

Today his body is changing more and more. He has been on T (testosterone) for a week now.

Bigger appetite (actual appetite where there was none before); irritable; oily skin; itching where hair may grow; slighter flatter in mood...

And yet my attraction for him doesnt diminish.

I dont understand how it is that this man, guy, who grabbed my heart and soul and body as a female, is still able to give my butterflies butterflies.

His body right now, turns me on. The thought of his body as a male, turns me on. The thought of him covered in hair makes me want to run my hands and my naked body through it. The thought of him waxed or hairless makes me need to shift in my chair.

Things that in or on other people do not hold my interest, or make me uncomfortable or i just dont like, when i consider them on him, make me all hot and bothered!! And that is an understatement for public viewing purposes!!

He still stops my heart, still takes my breath away, still makes my body ache for his touch.

Its a funny thing this love and desire.