For some bizarre reason, he thinks that he hasnt changed? He is exactly the same, just with physical changes...
I wish that all of the people who keep telling me how he has changed would pass that message on to him. I understand why they dont though. Some people have said the timing isnt right yet and he wont hear anyway. Some have said they dont want me to cop the flack.
I dont care about copping the flack anymore.
But i do care that hearing it will hurt him...and i dont want THAT to happen.
He can tell himself all he likes that he is the same person, but that person has gone. There are glimpses of that person. Beautiful glimpses.But they fleetingly leave when the new J takes hold.
Hopefully its just adjustment to this process.
Otherwise he is fooling himself big time, and i KNOW that that is not something he would be comfortable with. Well, the old person wouldnt anyway.
