I must sound crazy...but responses etc in my previous blogs but:
- I love him. That i can not and will not deny
- I am proud of his courage
- I am hurting because our relationship is done and it doesnt make sense to me
- The WAY he is dealing with the transition in many ways is NOT okay. this does not mean everything is being dealt with poorly.
- The effect of it on ME is what I am exploring here. And a lot of that depends on what is happening at the time.
- I am hopeful of our relationship returning
